memoir's

I am the one with the tie. next to the teacher :) was a prefect and it's kinda unbelievable. Those glory days hahaha

once upon a time

okay so here's the story. Actually it's not a story. it's my childhood past.

There's a girl involved in my childhood past. We only talked once. For a few mins. She asked my name and all. It was during the racial harmony art exhibition. I was more nerdy back then - with my spectacles, side parting hair + gel on it and high waist shorts. I was very shy and quiet and she talked to me. I was very happy cause she was my eye candy. The only girl in primary school that i had a crush on. I had a flashback a few years ago about her and it's been nine years or is it 10? A decade? i tried finding her on friendster (back then) and now facebook but to no avail.

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She was friendly looking, with a tied up hair, wore spectacles, she's super smart. She was in the third smartest class in school and everything about her was perfect. Up till yesterday, thats how she was in my mind. That's how i'd expect her to be in the present. With spectacles, looking smart and cute.

Everytime i typed in her name in the search box and i couldnt find her. In my mind, i thought she'd migrated to study or something. Eventually i found one of her bestfriend on facebook and i asked her. She told me h was in her friend's list. I was more than happy. She gave me her facebook name and....that was when everything came to a disappointment.

1. There was a guy in the picture. I assumed it's her bf and yes it is.

2. In her pictures, she had piercings on her eyebrows.

3. She drinks and smoke.

4. Apparently my friend knows her and she's even more "wild" than i thought.

i didnt think that things can be more worst after seeing her pictures. you cant judge someone anyway. but after i heard things from my friend, i got even more disappointed.

The cute girl, my primary school eyecandy turned out to be someone whom i didnt expect her to be. Oh well.

i wont be making this a great post for myself. I need to admit that i'm feeling shitty. Just plain shitty right now. I am sorry but i can't help it. But i'll get better tomorrow and the day after and followed by another day etc. i tried entering the portal even though it looks like it's closing, slim chances of me getting through it but at least i've tried. never have i seen myself...........................................no use continuing this. It'd make things harder. I read, i cry, might as well, i watch sad movies. It's my blog, i need to feel good reading it. Not the other way round. Whatever happens,

it is just a ride.

i'm hungry and i need to go to the toilet. hahaha byebye. I promise the next post will be a proper one. :)

Sum up sum up.

hi, it's the eve of hari raya haji and i'm gonna wish my fellow muslim friends a selamat hari raya. basically today, i reach home from camp around 2 plus and i slept all the way till seven plus? I think i sleep more than a pig does but it doesnt really matter as long as it feels good. :D So, shariff asked me to lepakz with him but i couldnt cause i had something to do and they went home quite early but then i decided to join harry and co out. We drove to bukit panjang to pick something up from harry's aunt's house. Well, you know there's a recent incident about the slashing case at bukit panjang? well, there are alot of gangsters lor over there slacking under the void decks and all. Wah piang. i was scared sia. I wanted to buy chocolate milk from 7- eleven and there were these 3 guys ah, i assume that they're mats because of the way they walked and all. I dont dare see them in their eyes cause nowdays right, gangsters wont use fists but instead they'll use weapons. :O

Blablabla, i wanted to find acafela but they were sold out! FUCK. it's my fav drink ah but then it had to be sold out. :( So i got the M chocolate drink instead hehehe it's much bigger in size and it's nice but not as awesome as the drink i wanted. But whatever. Then we drove to pick the guys up and went to eat at rasa rasa. nothing much to say about that place cause we only ate then we left for yishun dam for fifteen minutes or so then we left for Orchard! hahaha sat at macdonalds and talked for a while. Orchard is like a ghost town la even on the eve of a public holiday. -.-''' cmon people, you have to enjoy the nightlife ah. must be more sporting a lil bit. hehe

The guys were sleepy so they went home but me and harry went to have our breakfast at Admiralty's mac. Yum yum. when i got home, i told nicole about it and she was jealous hahahaha i talked to her cause both of us cannot sleep and we talked crap. scolding each other and stuffs. so cute la that girl :) And she's sweet cause she accompanied me throughout the night. Thanks ;) Time check : 6:19am and i'm not sleepy.

And today maybe i'll go look for azza at night and take my shirt that she took from the shop for me ^^ thanks eh. Hmm in the afternoon, i might be going to my aunt's place and eat some good raya food! Oh! i also had paddle pop just now ^^

Okay la. i want to try to sleep. Dont want those eyebags to come out again. hehe goodnight!

My day was okay.

today i spent my day watching soccer matches on tv. HAHA i'm kinda disappointed with the results though. Aiya whatever la. If they win the cup, i wont get to share the prize money also. HAHA Anyway, i love the drink a cafe la. It is in vanilla latte flavour and it's a drink you have to try! DIE DIE must try! Die already also must try. It was introduced by my friend and i love it so much because the bottle is super cute. I dont know how to describe it but i'll take a picture of it and show ya guys soon okay? :D

Gosh, it's 3am and i'm still wide awake and i'm type random stuffs on blogger.com. HAHAHA yknow, i love talking to Cherie ler, a friend of mine. She always has some topics to discuss about and she's damn funny lah. She told me about how she bought a dress that was very big but because it was damn cute, she bought it! And i told her she'd look like she's drowning inside the dress itself lor. But i really wanna see how funny she'll look in that dress! Gotta meet up with her soon.

I really need to catch up with my friends soon ah. It's been quite a while since i met them. Sigh. i've been feeling quite tired ah these past few days. Why ah? I dont know. I just feel like i'm a 54 year old guy. Maybe it's inside me :o just maybe. hahaahah but whatever. i have to kick this lazy habit and just force myself to not be lazy hokay?

Anyway, the gangster parang thingy is kinda scary actually. They're playing with knives now :o it used to be fists but now it's parangs and knives. OMG. Dear fellow friends, it's very dangerous to carry those kind of weapons around. You can cut yourself and be critically injured. Not scared uh? So, to be safe, stay away from those things and let's have world peace. :D no bloodshed, no screams, no cryings, no nothing. wouldnt it be great? I hope nothing will get too serious uh. I scared you know. o.o hahaha

Alright la. i'm tired already. I wanna go to sleep. Take care people!

i'm in love with my most awesome girlfriend :)

Introducing, Diana!

lovelovelove

hello hi heya !

"i will lead a new life, one day at a time.

hopefully all turns well.

i will be as honest as i can be.

righteous hopefully.

so to all that i have hurt or wronged, i'm really sorry.

let us all lead a normal life minus hatred.

thank you.

i no longer will hate anybody,"

Hokay! Let's start blogging once again like how i used to. I read my archives right from my first blog post and you know, i laughed and i really love myself. I was envious about how i was. I was a funny guy and all but now, erm.. relek alr la brudder. HAHA no la, i can see the difference of my posts back then and with those recent ones. At one point of time, i didnt know that i was that funny ! No wonder i used to have ALOT of readers sia. Not surprised....not surprised hahahah actually right, i was thinking about buying an iphone 4 sia but then i thought about it. What if i'm broke? Then i only have my iphone 4. -.-''' cannot eat it, cannot ride it, can't POSSIBLY sell it cause then i'll be one of the most dumbest person on earth. Anyway, I heard this saying somewhere and it goes something like this, "i want to teach you how to fish, not just to eat fish" Quite cool hor. But if you dont like fish, you can change it to chicken or bird or squid or whatever la. OH OH! did you know? i heard that china built a 15 storey high building within 6 days! that is so OMFG! They work 24 hours straight is it? Woah, if it's really true, i really salute them man. Confirm all of their body like hulk hogan lor. If their body like beansprout, i doubt they can do it hehe

1 more year to NS! i hope there's something like they'll send us over to iraq or what hehe then can have a little taste of the "real world" chey. But it would be an experience ah. As long they dont have rocket launchers then i'll go LOL ah, i can hear my stomach calling out for help. I am so hungry. I WANT TO EAT! Who's hungry? Come and eat with me. HAHAHA just kidding. I'll be back soon guys. i really WILL be active on blogger and nuffnang soon. I WILL. watch me. :)

byebye