Cool friday isnt it?

I had a dream. A very stupid dream but maybe it's to make me realise something? In that dream you told me that i'm like F and I won't give up and it's like him . I dont like to be compared or whatsoever. Stupid dream.

ANYWAY! i've been chosen to write a review about a Canadian cafe that's coming to Singapore real soon! They'll sell smoothies, coffee, expresso, pastry, fresh sandwiches and all. Can't wait yeah ;) They'll open their outlet in Singapore real soon.

Take a chill pill.

If there were pills, an emotion kinda pill, it'd be great. You choose how you wanna feel everyday. I'd get addicted to it for sure :) i'll definitely love the happy pill hahaha

Okay, so here's a quick update. I'm going to Singfest! to watch my girlfriend, KATY PERRY (Y)

I wanna try snowboarding, cool shit man. I had the worst nasi pataya ever. I love to hang out with my guy friends! Even though sometimes i have to go home early :/ i got to know new friends too and one of them is hella cute. ^^ and she can play the guitar :0 ahahaha

I love S so much.

Take it off

Life is more complicated than i thought and there's some things that wont go the way that you expect it to go. Denial, lies, and many more, i hate it. I'll fill this space myself and i'll make it my own. The feeling is not gonna change, it'll just get abandon somewhere, i dont know where.

Fate, it's unpredictable, i cant even know what's in store for me even though sometimes i try so hard. I have alot of friends that will make my life much much more happier. I cant get over it, i'll just get used to it. The person that you least expect that will hurt you, they might be the one hurting you in the end.

For the past few days, i made myself sound pathetic and i'm tired of it already. The feeling of sadness, depression, worried and all. I'll just put it aside. There's some other important things that i have to make space for. I wont prioritise things that is not worth keeping.

I'll be looking foward in what's in store for me in the future, like i said, life is unpredictable.

i want us to work out real bad. But time will tell.


and the truth is, i still love you like how i did.

I hate myself

Why? because i'm inexperienced and i made a mistake. What i did these past 2 days was just annoying, wrong, irritating and it's just not me. I THOUGHT it's the definition of not giving up but nah, come to think about it, it's stupid and annoying. If it was me also i'll get annoyed. I realised my mistake and i hate myself for that cause sometimes a mistake can just destroy anything which i hope that it wont happen to me. Forgive me.

Miracles do happen.

I believe that there's something behind everything that has happened, definitely. The thing that i can do now is only hope for the best. :) Gonna meet Sue today!

It's all natural.

I'm just scared that it'll happen again. Yes, i'm confused now.

Driving

My girlfriend have been asking me to take my driving practicals and fortunately i did. I'm so lazy sometimes but i'll force myself and gawd, it's tiring lor! I wanna get it done and over with so i can drive the ...................... hahahaha my girlfriend will be the first one to tompang me first. Till then.

YOU

Love? I used to think it's something that will hurt someone somehow. I don't know if i'm living in denial or i'm just afraid to just face it. I have crushes for girls in the past and some, just for fun and some, just went wrong. I used to fear falling in love with someone so whenever i feel like i'm going to fall for a girl, i'll just back away. I'm just too scared to fall in love cause i'm scared of getting hurt. Frankly speaking, i've never been hurt by my friends or even my family. So, being hurt only once could be a heavy blow to me.

But all that changed when i met a girl who's not like any other. A girl who made me be myself and who changed my point of view about all these things. I told her about how i'm not into all these relationship stuffs in the first place and how great it is to be single. Day by day, talking and meeting her, i actually got jealous when she talked about other guys, i got worried when she fell sick and how she made me feel so happy when i got to meet her. For once, i thought of just deleting all the feelings that i have grown towards her but she's just like a missing piece in my life that i've been looking for all this while.

I'm not like who i was. It was so comfortable to be with her that i don't mind if she asks ALL her friends along as long as she's there :) I just like who you are, i don't want you to try anything else, you don't have to cause you're just perfect. You always complain about your hair and stuff but i think it's every girl's dream to have a hair like you. It's every girl's dream to be like you dear.

I'll try to make your life a memorable one, i'll cherish all the memories that we'll have. I know that i can't be the perfect boyfriend but i'll try to be near to perfect, just for you. Cause you know what? Cause i love you :)

Give me novacaine

Mood: Happy

Music: Eminem feat Rihanna - Love the way you lie

It's been five or six months since i've updated my blog? And finally i'll update it now. I've lost my touch in how to blog interestingly like how i used to blog but it'll come back for sure. So! How's life for me so far? It's been great! Have not been working most of the time and i've found someone (:

I guess it can be better if i do what i used to do here on my blog. Write reviews and get paid, invited to events and stuff! Missed those days.

It's the world cup fever now but i'm not into all these actually. Not interested lor, i rather go to sleep and see the results the next morning. :) So if i tell you i'm watching a soccer match, that means i'm with my friends or watching it with my family. But my friends are going to come over my house to watch the finals.

Did you guys realize about how some people are obsessed with Korean singers? They are like everywhere. They'll brag and brag about how awesome they are like every minute. Get a life? Yup. I must say that Korean songs will be the next big thing but it's irritating lah to see people talk about them 24/7.

I'm going to stop now. Will upate again sometime soon. Bye!

i love you Suhaiza