Aug 31, 2010
Aug 28, 2010
Scars
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is.
That I care too much.
And my scars remind me.
That the past is real.
I tear my heart open.
Just to feel.
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down.
And I just wanna be alone.
I'm pissed 'cause you came around.
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you channelled all your pain.
And I can't help you fix yourself.
You're making me insane.
All I can say is.
I tear my heart open.
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is.
That I care too much.
And our scars remind us.
That the past is real.
I tear my heart open.
Just to feel.
I tried to help you once.
Against my own advice.
I saw you going down.
But you never realized.
That you're drowning in the water.
And I offered you my hand.
Compassion's in my nature.
Tonight is our last end.
I tear my heart open.
I sew myself shut.
And my weakness is.
That I care too much.
And our scars remind us.
That the past is real.
I tear my heart open.
Just to feel.
I can't help you fix yourself.
But at least I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
I can't help you fix yourself.
But at least I can say I tried.
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life.
I tear my heart open.
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is.
That I care too much.
And my scars remind me.
That the past is real.
I tear my heart open.
Just to feel.
I tear my heart open.
I sew myself shut.
My weakness is.
That I care too much.
And our scars remind us.
That the past is real.
I tear my heart open.
Just to feel.
Aug 25, 2010
Patience
Aug 23, 2010
My horoscope.
Aries Men
He always let other people walk in front of him, but he will get there first. He is a very careful guy and small obstacles won’t make him fall easily even he thinks life is a very serious matter. He is as romantic as any other Zodiac. He could look gentle, but inside he is as strong as steel.Once he determines to do something, he is serious about doing it well. He will keep any pressure or insult deep down inside without showing emotion. You will never see his emotion of burden or disappointment and always wonder what he thinks or feels. He will be well kept his feeling.
You will never see a guy in this Zodiac involving in other people business. He always concern with his own business. Sometimes he can be talkative, but he will never give anyone advice if he has not been asked. If you ask for advice, he will certainly give you one. He respects elderly and senior, so you will see he is the type who visits his parents steadily or often.
He is a slightly shy but also a stubborn person. He will find many ways to make you happy when you are with him, till you realize he is the important person for you. Once he is in the “Power Position”, he will use his power gently. He is a good leader and “Gentleness” is one of his effective methods for exploiting his power. It is although he is borne to be a leader.
He never hides his ambition, and he is a workaholic. He will not take any position that he has no control. He will work very hard to reach his goal and satisfaction.
Compliment from his boss or superior are never enough for him, he wants his reserved reward. His deep insecurity makes him reach and collecting valuable things and this you may think he is stingy. Actually he could easily spending money to buy things, traveling or pay for things that makes him happy and he think necessary for his need. He care what other people think of him and want to get good comments or compliments.
Outside he looks like stone and steel, but inside he is a fragile person. He will hide and cover up weak emotion and his sadness in order to maintain and keep up his “Image”. One method of cover up you could easily notice is suddenly if he is quiet, cold, or act very strong or very secure. Often, he feels insecure, even he is serious about his life and his own surrounding.
This is the man who never hurries to get marry, so hardly sit back and regret about his marriage later. If he gets marry, he need to be very certain and very sure. It will take a long time for such decision, so if you tell him that you are “breaking up” , you better forget him for good because he will never coming back. He always keeps his promise. If he said he will meet you in your place in 2 hours then he will be there, unless there is a serious accident or unavoidable things happen.He hates people who are late for date or any appointment. He likes to think woman should be a follower and take care of family and working is a man duty. He does not like to compete with his girlfriend or his wife at work because competition already exists with himself and other people. He will be very proud if he can afford and care for his family. Do not try to overpower him or insult him, he cannot stand it.
He likes to be in control of every things, every situations. He like a “Classy Woman”, if she also comes from a good family then it is Plus. It will make him feel proud and very ego about her status. Flashy type of woman, forget it. He likes a perfect or a nearly perfect housewife. He tends to be possessive. He will not tell you if he is mad at you, but will act very moody to show you instead. He likes to hear sweet word and compliment so you can get his interest that way. If he approaches you to ask you out, do not act too stubborn or fooling around too much.
He will get tired and just disappear. He has to feel confident when he is around you, so knowing this fact you should know what to do, right! If you want him, you have to make him feel like he is the most important person for you. He likes a kind hearted woman, polite and can get along with his family. When he feels sad, do not leave him alone, but be very supportive. Kind words and your smile will win him over, so this strong man will be like a chicken in your palm.
